The Existence

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Again, I reiterate, these stories contain graphic scenes of rape, violence and sado-masochism. If you don't like to read stories containing these subjects then DON'T.

The Messenger: NC17; X/A(us), bondage, S&M, non-consensual
Angelus captures Xander to send a message to Buffy. Not for Xander fans.

The Existence: Sinking Fast: NC17; X/A(us), X/D, bondage, S&M, non-consenusal
A sequel to Niccy's "The Toy" which is a sequel to "The Messenger". Xander has made himself Angelus sex slave. This is not a pretty fic.

The Existence: Surviving: NC17; X/A(us), S&M, non-consensual
This part is set from three different points of view: Angelus, Xander and Buffy.

The Existence: Numb: NC17; X/A(us), X/D, X/S, rape, sexual slavery
Xander's emotional and physical destruction continues, but is rescue imminent?

Existence: Lost: NC17, D/X, X/A(us), Graphic rape and BDSM
Buffy finally mounts a rescue attempt, as Xander continues to suffer at the hands of his master and mistress.

The Existence: Endings:NC17, X/A(us), D/A(us), BDSM, Graphic Rape
I finally am nearing the end. Sorry to make everyone wait nine months for another part. My version of Becoming. There was this big rock, see...

Existence: Surviving:R, remnants of X/A rape relationship
This is the epilogue to The Existence, set about three months from when Xander was rescued. It's from three points of view: Buffy, Xander, and one other. There will be no sequel.

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